I am so sorry for your loss. It brought tears to my eyes to read about Bella and her passing. Just so sad but please know that you did the best you could. I do understand what you're going through...and she isnt suffering any more. That's how I face the deaths of people and pets; they're not suffering anymore or in pain or discomfort...and I believe that we will see them again one day. My best to you. Kay in NC USA, Wed Jan 19