No you did misunderstand me... I grew up in church. As a teenager I made friends with the wrong crowd and they introduced me to drugs... Then one night I was laying in bed and God spoke to me and told me that I knew what I was doing was wrong and that I needed to stop and start walking up right... so I started praying that He would help me and two months later I did... with His help. I did not turn to religion for help ... God came in my bad situation and helped me out of it.