You are so beautiful, as soon as i saw your pic before reading your story your eyes said feral-It would be so hard for me to not bring you in -i have a mom cat that i rescued with her kittens (my first time doing this) trapped and caught her to be fixed and released -she is the most expenisive cat i never had it is so cold here and she wont come in so brought her a oudoor heating pad to put on the lounge chair outside she is curled up there now but it breaks my heart to know i know how well she would have it in my home-
I do hope that circumstances change and you decided indoors is where you want to be

happy cotd!