I totally agree the hardest thing to see his men break down crying. For some reason that makes me very upset

I remember the first week I was working at the hospital a greyhound had bone cancer in it front leg, so it had to be removed. At that time I just worked in the kennel and basically cleaned everything. So I come to work and the docter goes"the surgery room need to be cleaned" so I went in there and I was horrified because (without being graphic) it was a messy surgery because of arteries and veins. So anyway I was in there scrubbing the walls (they let it dry on- so of course it was harder to get off) mopping the floors. And was just think what did I get myself into?

But I am really glad I stuck with it becasue I love my job (even though you get bites and scratch and beat up) and you start to learn all the tricks that make thing easier. unlike your first day and your like Huh?