This is all the end result of that darn sinus infection or that is what brought this forwards.. Maybe it has always been there and I just didn't have any symptoms.. I don't know. It is unbelievable how it has disrupted my life and for how long! Lights in the stores bother me big time, being in the dark throws me off big time, things you just wouldn't believe that throws everything off.. LOL! Just how did it all get so messed up?! I really think I am allergic to florescent lighting now, I sure react to it, get overwhelmed with nausea in the stores and have to get out of them asap. Who would have thought that? Being in the dark throws me so OFF! I am at the end of my rope with this and just want answers to what it is and how to get over it. I have tied that knot at the end of that rope and that doctor I see Dec. 8 is the end of that knot..

My babies are the only thing keeping me sane and grounded. They are the one constant in my life, the one joy..NO matter what kind of day I have, they are here ready to love me as I am and deliver to me all the pur therapy I can handle.