September 20th, 2010... the day my world crumbled apart..

**Lilith Cherry** · 10-18-2010, 07:12 PM

Lots of love Isabel but no touchy feely stuff until you feel able to stand it ! I am sure it is normal to feel the way you do right now but I also think talking to someone outside your family circle could probnably help relieve some of the stress. You and the the kids are always in our hearts

**Husky_mom** · 10-20-2010, 10:55 AM

today marks a month of his passing.. and it ain´t got any easier..

my heart aches just as the first day... I just love him so much... I know he´s in a much better place now.. worry free and pain free...

I´m still on a denial state.. I think.. I just don´t want to make it real.. it just hurts so much as it is...

it´s worse when it´s not expected IMO... we had so much ahead of us.. and now it´s just me... now i have to keep on for our kids.. and it´s no piece of cake..

*can´t type more...can´t see anything anyway.. bbl..*

**Pinot's Mom** · 10-20-2010, 11:05 AM

Thoughts and prayer from here, Isabel.

**Karen** · 10-20-2010, 11:15 AM

We love you, Isabel. Cry when you must, and know that we will be thinking of you! We are all pulling for you, and the kids!

**phesina** · 10-20-2010, 02:23 PM

Love and prayers for you and your family, Isabel.

**carole** · 10-20-2010, 11:09 PM

Aww Honey my heart just goes out to you, a month is no time at all, you must cry as much as you want to, i so wish i could help you through this, it must be the most difficult and unkind thing to happen to anyone, and you don't deserve all this heartache and pain, I hope coming here and sharing with us, helps to comfort you a little and let it all out, that is what your PT family is here for, just know we are all here for you anytime,much love and hugs.

**dukedogsmom** · 10-20-2010, 11:55 PM

*Hugs* One month is not near enough time for your grief. I can't imagine the sorrow your heart feels. I wish there were words we could say to make it all better. Just know we're here for you to lean on.