September 20th, 2010... the day my world crumbled apart..

[Marigold2]

Dearest Isabel and family,
I am so sorry........... You are in our thoughts and prayers. Life is so fragil, but love is not. It is strong and the happy moments, wonderful times and loving gestures you shared will always be part of who you are.
Hugs.

[3Catcondo]

I am so sorry for your loss. I'm in shock, I just saw this post. I never imagined that it would be this type of news. Thoughts and prayers for you and your family.

Amy

[captain]

Isabel,
My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family ..... if I could simply be there to give you a hug ..... I would.

{{{{hugs}}}
Michelle

[karlyb]

Oh Isabel, this is so very horrible. I wish there were words to help you get through this but it is path each must walk alone. I read the newspaper articles and you can be proud of your husband. He was a good man.

[ChrisH]

Beyond tragic. I am so, so sorry for your loss, Isabel.

Although a long time ago I lost a husband too and can empathise to a degree I still could not come close to knowing the pain & heartbreak you are going though in losing your man in such a sudden and awful way.

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.

[boomersooner]

Prayers for you all.....I'm so sorry....

[Husky_mom]

thank you all for your kindest words and prayers.. they are so much needed..

sometimes I feel like I´m going crazy.. sometimes I feel like I´m sleep with my eyes open.. so unmotivated.. don´t even wanna eat... it´s been hard to sleep... my eyes are popping out.. but I try get together and fix things as soon as I can.. I can´t keep my kid out of school for so long..

next week we are going to see some and see if we can get a scholarship or something...

all credit cards will be sent out the papers around next week to get them cancelled.. and still need to find out if he had any life insurance.. and if they are willing to pay if there was one..

things have been hard on me.. thankfully at my parents I´ve been having a couple things less to worry about.. such as food and shelter.. I mean I do have my place here.. but all my stuff hasn´t been moved over so it´s just an empty house..

once my stuff is here I´ll do some sort of sale.. esp the car.. I don´t need such fancy car... and besides if I´m left with a lil extra $ from it, that would help a lot...

next thing I need to do is find a job... tough.. as I need to be on my own and something I can do from home.. I cannot work for someone.. being I´ll be leaving in two months when baby arrives... but I need to get an income because by then we´ll be 3.. and I don´t wanna add that to my parents burden...

I also started a blog.. have been having the idea for so long, just didn´t knew about what.. and I think doing this will help me to vent, cry and such.. as well as keep a memory of how days go by.. maybe years from now I´ll show it to my kids..

http://notes-to-my-husband.blogspot.....html?spref=fb