Im not sure if this is a life lesson but it messed up my head.

**Asiel** · 09-14-2010, 01:14 PM

So sorry about waht you have to go through Blue. That's a horrible experience no matter how you look at it. But you can take heart knowing you were there and did everything possible. It will get easier with each passing day even if it looks dark right now.

**Alysser** · 09-14-2010, 09:32 PM

Wow, Blue, I am so sorry that happened to you. That is rough, but in the end you couldn't have done anything. I am sorry for that. But I hope you realize that it wasn't your fault and that in the end you were there. May K rest peacefully.

**krazyaboutkatz** · 09-15-2010, 01:10 AM

Blue, I'm so sorry to hear that you had to experience this and I'm sorry to hear about your co-worker. May K RIP.

Please take care. (((HUGS)))

**blue** · 09-15-2010, 01:37 AM

Thanks everybody, I really do appreciate it. I have an unauthorized plan for an unauthorized memorial to K Im going to put into action tomorrow and Im pretty sure I can pull it off, but it isnt whats below.

I was pretty messed up yesterday, and Im glad I wrote it out, it helped. Im going to talk with the boss when I get to the shop tomorrow about getting us all current on CPR certified.

I got queasy when I got closer to work today knowing I was going to have to work in the same room where K died, but it wasnt any where near as bad I thought it would be, writing it out helped.

Thanks again.