I'm sorry to hear that it's come to this but it's the best thing for Kiki and he'll be just fine afterwards. I have friends w/a 3 legged cat and he's a marvel and doesn't let it stop him one bit. It's all kinda scary in the beginning for you, especially for your boyfriend, but all will be well very soon. Mega prayers going up for all of you. In the meantime, keep the faythe.