The sweetest kitties we have worked with have been the so-called "feral" cats. Most have a darn good reason for fearing, hating or just not trusing humans. I have a four-year-old blue tortie feral who always shows for meals, stays very close around the house, but the only real contact we had was when she was very ill and I caught her, took her to her vet for meds, spay and vaccinations, nursed her back to health and basically had to re-release her because she wasn't ever going to be calm around people. She will let me pet and scratch her (and she purrs BIG!) while she eats, but I can only lift her for a second or two to put her on the elevated feeder.
Micia, you are a very beautiful kitty and desserve a very special COTD wish for your continued happines in your trusted home. Have a great day!