Ok well thanks for starting my morning off good.

You guys have no idea what is going on or how my situation is. There is NO ONE, I repeat NO ONE t baby sit Dylan. I am not going to leave him with college pot smoking idiots (and yes they ALL smoke pot!), not to mention they go to school all day long. I have NO family here, they are in another state! Dans family works ALL DAY, and his mom won't even watch him for more than two hours. You thinkI don't want a job or haven't tried to find somenone????? I have been trying forever!!!!! We are not poor, we are just in a tight situation right now. Every winter the company slows down and we have to deal with it. My step mother just DIED and I had to send my dad money because he cannot work, he has cancer and his wife took care of him! He didn't even have a Thanksgiving!!! He lives in a small trailor. I am prioritizing!!!! And my father is a priority! We cannot budget because we have nothing to budget!

As for internet connection I have to have this, this is the only communication I have with my family. We have no long distance so I can't call them and well, if I didn't talk to them I would go insane. Do you know what it's like to be stuck in the house ALL DAY? Well it downright sucks!

I DO NOT have TOO MANY PETS! I have enough that I can manage, but I just so happen to be having a hard month. Can you not understand that? SOME people have hard times, and that's it. It is not going to be like this forever. Like I said, if anyone read it closely in one of my first posts, I said that when WE get our taxes ALL that money will go to childcare expenses. We do not go out and spend money on fast food or new clothes, expensive jewerly etc. We prioritize and spend it on what we NEED. Diapers, baby food.

As for Dylans birthday, we DID NOT buy the cake, DID NOT buy the presents, DID NOT do anything! We bought him a few presents the month before his birthday because we knew the winter months would be hard.

As for if my son gets hurt, yes he will go to the doctors because he has insurance through the state of Oregon. You can go to the hospital if you are injured and THEY WILL treat you, and send you a bill. It DOES NOT work that way with animals. You think I like to see Mystic like this? HELL NO I don't! It breaks my heart. Next month will be different because there will be a lot more business for the new year. Like I said, we are always fine until November or December, this just so happened to come at a bad time.

As for my pets, they have advantage, eat good food, are clean and dewormed on a regular basis etc. My rats have food which I made in bulk that last two months!!!!! You think that is not prioritizing??? I DO not have too many pets, and you guys do not evenknow what has happened in the past months or weeks. I don't have as many animals as you all think I do. Most don't even live here! I found homes for most of my rats because I could not afford it at this time. I will start up again once I have the money and a job. I know what I am doing. I did not come here for a lecture. I came here for sympathy because my cat is hurt. I know what I am doing.