How brave and intelligent you are to find your own path instead of being lead.
You are blessed, and the right place will be there for you soon.
Change is good, change is growth, change is a part of daily life, our souls and hearts are not meant to stay in one place but to experience as much of this world as we can be it through travel, different culture, religion, friends.
Many are afraid of change, but the wise know it is a daily experience and to embrace it as you are.