Dear life,
I'm not quite sure what to do with you. I've never been sure except for last year and now that those plans have changed, I'm back again to not knowing what to do. I know what made me happiest. I know what I want short term. I'm not sure that's the best decision for the long run. I want independence. If only I still had a car and some extra cash to keep it insured and to keep gas in the tank, because oh how I would just love to move into that apartment as advertised. (Free with all utilities paid if you run the barn and take care of the horses.) Enough free time to get a second job or go to school it says if only I was guaranteed a second job in the area to pay for food.
Should I go to college? I thought I was ready this past winter, but now I'm not quite sure. I'm happiest working outside, when so many people and animals depend on me. I was so happy every day last year when I worked at that barn. I don't think I ever want a big paying job and I know I don't want loans. So is school a good option really?
Confused,
Me