I'm back home!! (update #81, home again - for now)

[Kirsten]

Thank you so much for your support!!

I'm really scared to go back to the hospital, especially I fear the nausea after anaesthesia! I felt so terribly ill after the last one, and I just don't want to go through it again!!

At least it looks like the lump hasn't grown for two days. Maybe that means that whatever it was that's been leaking out has stopped by now. And maybe, if it has stopped, they won't open the entire incision but just puncture it. I don't know if that's going to happen, but I really really hope it may come to this, and I can avoid surgery. But maybe it's just wishful thinking...

Kirsten

[Anikaca77]

My prays are with you.

Melissa

[phesina]

My kitties and I are all sending our love and prayers and good wishes and healing energies that the surgery goes well and you recover comfortably and completely, never to be plagued by those pains again.

{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}} AND ~~~~~PURRS~~~~~,
Pat and cats

[Kirsten]

Thank you!

Well, I wish I had better news, but since yesterday, my condition is going downhill fast. Since Friday, there are spasms in my left foot (had them before I had surgery, but they were gone right after the surgery), and there's definitely a weakness in my left leg. I figure it's either the fluid from the lump or a new disc hernia that's putting pressure onto the nerves. Guess there's no way to avoid a new surgery, and I'm going back to hospital on Monday.

I'm so sorry I have to leave my girls again, it really breaks my heart!! Luna hasn't left my side this morning, she really tried to comfort me. She's such a sweetheart, but I know she and Lily will suffer when I'm not at home!

Kirsten

[momoffuzzyfaces]

Prayers continuing for you here. Candles lit too. Remember we will all be with you in spirit!!!

[Karen]

Awww, soak up all the love you can from your fur nurses now, and they'll know you will be thinking of them, as will we, when you are back at the hospital Monday!

[Kirsten]

Thank you! It's so sweet of you that you will keep my girls in your thoughts, as long as I'm away!

My last day at home here, and it breaks my heart to look at Luna and Lily, knowing that I'm going to leave them in a couple of hours! And I don't even know how long I'll be away! That will depend on what they find in the MRT, I guess. The worst would be if they had to close a leakage of cerebro-spinal fluid, because that could mean that I'm not allowed to get up for at least 10 days, not even for the bathroom! I really fear that. I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen to me when I'm in the hospital, and that's very scary.

Luna just almost made me cry. She sat next to me on the computer table, watching the computer games on Facebook. You know how much she loves that, and while she was watching, she has this happy and excited look on her little face. But no one's going to play with her the next days.

Kirsten

[anna_66]

Kristen I'm really sorry you have to go through all of this. Hopefully you won't have to deal with any more after it's all over.
I know your going to miss them, but your girls will be fine while you are gone.
Many (((HUGS))) and I hope to see you up and feeling better in no time