So stressed - can't pay rent *Update* A Little Good News About Health Issues*

[Anikaca77]

Well I think I've lost it officially now.

My mind is just in a big mess. I started crying at work this morning, I'm just feeling so stressed and I was super busy when I first came into work and I knew it was going to be this way but I thought in my head that I could keep things calm and cool and I didn't.

I cried. still feel like crying. Yet I'm supposed to go for my lupron shot this coming Thursday. My husband and I are not getting a long and I have no idea what's going to happen with that. Last night I was crying and again today. I really wish money was not such a big thing at times. I'm going to try not to cry for the rest of today.

Melissa

[Husky_mom]

hang in there... this too shall pass..

I know it´s easier saying it than when you are the one going through it.. but we´ll keep you in our thoughts hoping it all gets sorted out ok.. and soon...

I sent you a lil something.. not much but I hope it helps a bit

[Anikaca77]

hang in there... this too shall pass..

I know it´s easier saying it than when you are the one going through it.. but we´ll keep you in our thoughts hoping it all gets sorted out ok.. and soon...

I sent you a lil something.. not much but I hope it helps a bit

Thank you, I know it shall pass just it doesn't seem to be passing quick enough you know...well hopefully it will soon.

Melissa

[Catty1]

Do you have access to counselling through your job? Does your hubby?

Please see someone, hon, even if it is through Emerg.

HUGS!

[Queen of Poop]

Awwww sweetie, I'm so sorry. You've just got so much stress. If you can find counselling help please get some. It does wonders. If there is anything I can do to help you please let me know.

[Medusa]

It's so tough, Melissa, I know. When I was going through my dark night of the soul, I went out w/a friend and her boyfriend and right in the middle of our conversation, I broke down at the restaurant. I had no money, no job, my divorce was still fresh, I had so many outdoor cats that I was trying to rescue; it looked so bleak. Somehow I made it through. I can't say that anything cataclysmic happened to turn things around; life just kept on going and I kept on going w/it until I passed through it all. Just hold on tight until the boat stops rockin'. We're still praying for you here.

[Anikaca77]

Thank you. I'm feeling semi-better right now. My back still hurts but I've been taking my pain pills but they didn't seem to help my cramping which is why I'm taking the lupron drug in the first place but hopefully the next 2 shots will work wonders.

Thank you all for your kind words. I've been seeing a new therapist since the start of Feb. and she is wonderful and it sucks that I have to pay to see her but I really like her and they won't lower her rate or do a payment plan but I really just don't want to see anyone else at the moment. I've been trying to stay current with her.

Thank you all again for your kind words and support.
melissa