I can understand your mixed feelings - and certainly I remember Sweety Claws feelings from being an adolescent teenager once
35 years ago I had a cat who had babies- I will never forget that experience and there is nothing cuter than a bunch of kittens- now I get my kitten fix on PT as so many pregnant cat girls are kicked out of their homes and need rescuing. (In the cat world there is no knight on a white horse who marries her and makes her the princess of a minor kingdom ).