When the time is right, the right cat will come into your home and your heart. Have you thought of adopting a poor, homeless kitty from a shelter? A few months ago, my boyfriend adopted the sweetest little patch tabby that loves him to death! She was six-years-old and nobody had adopted her because she wasn't a kitten! She was micro-chipped and her owners never came and got her after the Humane Society attempted to call them several times and left messages. She is pure love. She loves to cuddle and purr and will bury her little face in your neck when you hold her. There are good cats to be found there that truly need a loving home, which I know you have. Anyway, it's just a thought. Hang in there and good luck!