slleipnir.

I totally agree with what you are saying. I am the same way, I have to see it myself to learn it. The thing I found was you get torn between feeling terrible about the dead cat but at the same time you feel interested and want to look and learn about the inside of the cat. It like you stuck between a rock and a hard place. The way I looked at it was the cat was already killed and the rest of the class was still going to dissect it..so why not just stay and learn from it.