I am so sorry to read about Squeak. She was a beautiful kitty. I recently lost my heart kitty as well (July 2nd) and just the other night I began to cry and couldn't stop for almost an hour. Just typing this, knowing the pain you are experiencing, is making tears come to my eyes again. Other Pet Talk members say it gets easier, and I believe it will. Our dear kitties will never be forgotten.

RIP Dear Squeak