awww hun I'm so sorry... the sadness will be there for a while. it's a change in life for you.

BUT... soon you will look forward to coming home to your OWN place wher eyou can do whatever you want... dance aroudn NAKED if you want to. eat peanut butter or ice cream out of the tub... drink milk from the carton... watch a totally cheesy chick flick... sit in the bathtub for 2 hours reading a great book or just laying there by candle light listening to some wonderful music. WHATEVER you want.

And snuggle with ALL of your babies in bed whenever... THEY want lol.

It's hard now and I can't even begin to imagine what you are feeling... but it will not always be this way. HUGS and best wishes for the hard times... and just keep looking forward to your new future... it's limitless