And, now Alyssa.. you have an adorable widdle boy who is celebrating his first Christmas!

I love the holidays for the decorations and songs. But like I said last year, without my parents and other family members around, if I don't find somewhere to go, away from the house, I'm a miserable, unhappy, sad, depressed you know what.

Christmas Eve is no problem, I have a lot of places to go, with kids, too, so that's fun getting them stuff. But waking up Christmas Day is awful. Maybe I'll get over it eventually.