I am so sorry for you loss and I know what you mean. I'm full right now, 17 and the walls are bursting. next Sunday I have a transport of 26 the Mass. , 23 kittens, 2 mom cats, and an ex grand champion Persion, That I have had for over the week. I have done run several times It's only about 4 hours each way, a straight run up 95 from N.J. to Mass.