Thanks guys! I have severe foot in mouth syndrome when my blood sugar gets low. Also Im in therapy for depression and what happened with Nina...so sometimes my brain engages after my mouth. Its something Im working very hard at fixing because I don't like taking out my agression on my friends. So...me and the hubby got into an argument (stupid) and I sent some emo text messages to my friend. She got huffy with me and said she couldnt handle my cr@p and I haven't heard from her since. Shes notoriously hard to get ahold of on the phone and I haven't really been trying to get ahold of her because I work Sat-Tues anyhow. I did send her a text saying I was sorry and that I realized I probibly shouldn't have vented at her.
Ive apologized...there isn't much else I can do. My friend is dear to me...quite like family actually and it just makes me sad that we aren't getting along. She has some issues going on too (family drama) so I get why she is being kind of stand offish and feeling overloaded. I just wish I could convince her that Im sincere in my apology for adding to her stress.
I need a drink lol. Thanks for letting me vent.