It has been two weeks since I let you go, Baby Boy. I'm fine when I keep myself busy, but as soon as I slow down (or climb into bed) it all comes rushing back at me.
I miss you cuddling with me. I miss our one-on-one time in the mornings. I miss you meowing at me becuase your "starving". I even miss you growling and hissing at Paizly (although I'm sure she doesn't). I miss you waking me up with your purr or a pat at 5am to feed you. Or if that didn't work, you'd go through the vertical blinds and make noise so I'd get up. You must have taught Paizly that, because she's doing it now.
I think Paizly still looks for you in your area in the dining room. Sometimes she'll sit there and stare into that room. I wonder if she sees you. Oh, the other day she sat in the bathroom next to the toilet just like you did too.
Zoee seemed a little depressed for a few days after you were gone. You were always here with her since her first day.
Ok, that's enough for now. I'm crying at work again.
I love you Tazmoe!!
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...Your post sounds like it could have been written by me about a year ago when we lost our Billy...All the little things that your kitty did and that you did together is what you remember. And the fact that your other cats seem to look for and miss Taz
sounds familiar, too. One of our cats named Sam (she's 15) was really close to Billy, and had spent all but the first 4 months of her life with him, especially seemed (and still does sometimes) to really miss him. Time will help with that, but I know how difficult it is for you now. Two weeks is not a lot of time, and as tedious an expression as it is, "time helps" is true. Although I still cry sometimes when I am really missing Billy, those times don't come as often as they used to (thankfully), although I never stop missing him and I know I never will, but I am able to think of him most of the time now without tearing up. In the meantime, try to focus on your other pets, because having them really does help, bless their hearts. Having other pets to love is a blessing in its own way, and I'm sure they are aware that Taz is gone, and that you are upset. Cherish your memories of Taz, and remind yourself of where he is now...At the RB, healthy, happy and having a heck of a good time!
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