I have a little time to think... If I can get through the next couple of days I will be o.k. This has been a long drawn out battle for both Chloe and us. She hasn't been a normal kitty for at least 6 months I truly feel like I can make it knowing that she is no longer in contant unbareable pain.
My husband on the other hand...I don't know she was his kitty she lived for him as he did for her...This is going to be tough on him I am concerned.

Thanks to you all for your kind words you all understand the pain and greif that comes with losing a beloved friend, the loss of unconditional love the big blue eyes that you come to rely on after a hard day...Its gonna be tough for our entire house....I can't help but cry when I see Paris looking for her and she can't find her. That probably breaks my heart most of all.... Paris in the past 2 weeks has been by Chloe's side almost trying to comfort her through all of this. Paris MUST stay healthy for me...Or I will be a total mess....I already am but having her helps me keep my sanity!!