thank you everyone! You have all been so nice and comforting and you have really helped me through this. I read your posts everyday. They mean alot to me. I am doing a little better now. I havn't cried today so that is an imoprovement. We burried Shy under her tree by the steps. the only thing is I have to look at her grave everytime I walk to my car. Hopefully one day it will get easier. Yesterday I think the animals could even tell there was something wrong with me. Our new burmese python, who is the calmest little guy in the world, stuck at me yesterday! He has never done that. Then when I went to untie Harley to let him in he started barking at me like he didn't even know me and when I walked closer to him he ran and barked even more. Even when I spoke to him he hunkered down. It was odd for both animals to act the way they did towards me. I still talk about Shy all the time. She really was a wonderful dog and I hope that when I die and go to haven she will be there waiting for me, Doing her little tap dance at my feet.
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