This is so difficult. I'm so sorry. Best wishes to you. I know you'll do the right thing and he will be fine. When I was young, I lost a couple of family members. I remembered that I had lost someone but it didn't scar me. That was many years ago but my mother chose to not let us go to the funerals. She explained quietly that those relatives had gone to heaven. I think I was more affected by death as I got older.
{{{{{HUGS}}}}}