I am so sorry to hear that Gonzales has passed.
It is very hard for us, who are left behind to wait.
What helps me is to have a special place of mementos. Like in a drawer, so you don't have to see it all the time, but you know that it's there as a tribute to him. A framed picture, a favorite toy, a collar, some fur, etc.
Then you can light a candle to his memory as you set up his memory spot.

Gonzales is safe and well now. He's waiting for one thing. The Grand Reunion.
One Fine Day.