Dear Dave,
Getting to know you again after not seeing you for 18 years has been just amazing. You have matured so much, and you're just so much fun to be around. The fact that I'm happy when I'm with you and feel comfortable around you just makes it all better.
While I'm still apprehensive about the whole not divorced yet situation, I still feel pretty secure in the fact that you are leaving and will be moved out. I wish you were out of there now, but I know you have to get the cabin renovated, and that takes time. I hope your kids will not handle things too badly, and realize that you're not leaving them, you're leaving Lora. I hope they understand that her being with someone else and wanting you to just stay in a loveless marriage isn't fair to you, wouldn't be fair to anyone.
I can't wait to see you again. I've been jonesing for my Dave fix for 2 days now, and it feels like weeks, lol.
I'm still anxious about going to that party at the resort. I mean, what does one wear to a nudist resort's party??? I know it's still chilly out, but will they be dressed? Will it be really hot in the house and then everyone will be naked??? I'm stressing about this like, non-stop. I'm hoping that whatever I decide to wear will be ok, and that others will be dressed as well. I hate feeling like the odd one out, lol, but I don't see my clothes coming off in public anytime soon, lol.
I know you won't read this, you don't even know what pet talk is, but I feel better having gotten some of this off my chest.
Love you,
Jennie
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