Oh my gosh, Violet. I can't believe it. It's so quick. I am so, so very sorry from the bottom of my heart. My eyes filled up with tears when I read your post, I just can't believe it. These things happen so sudden sometimes that it's a shock. Rebel sounded so beautiful. I felt the love in your words when you wrote about him. It's unfair and it's so sudden, but know that it is NOT your fault, and that he's in a place now where there are no cars, fences, curfews, pain, or sadness. He's happy. I don't know what to say, other then I am so, so sorry and I hope you can heal your saddened heart. I don't really have any advise accept spend some special time with Roxy, do the things she likes to do most (car rides, going to the park, going on nice long walks) spoil her lots because she's feeling what you are feeling now and it will help her aching heart to get some special time with you doing the stuff she loves.