Thank you all for your kind words. It helps to be able to tell the story.

And Britt, just for you, I am sorry to say that we do not know yet exactly the cause of death. Kim lived alone and was found when she was missed by her friends that lived near her. She was not is bed though and she was only 41 years old.

It has been 9 days since I was told of this tragedy and I am still crying about it. I can't help but wonder when will be the first day I will feel normal again?