I just read through this whole thread again - what a great job you did writing about her and doing the video - a whole lot of love went into it all. I know how you feel about losing your girl because a year ago today we had to put Snoopy down. I miss him alot too - it is so hard not having him around any more. Isn't it amazing how some dogs are so special? How lucky we are to have had them with us, loving us. Your Shadow was obviously a VERY special girl and I am sorry she is gone from your life. I will be thinking of you and praying for you as the memories can make you pretty sad! Diana