Kirsten I know how you feel as My First Cat Pouncer died very young at 9 and I too feel guilty that I did not recognize how ill she was.
Her paws were ice cold and her tongue was blue , and I thought that she was just tired and here she was with major cardiac myopothry.
My Vet was quite exasperated that I was so unaware , and had not brought her in when she could have been helped.
But thats water under the bridge and like you Kirsten that made me aware of the Found Ctas health, and that we have to be vigilant.
Your Aysche is such a Superb Beautiful Cat and now shes with the Animal Angels , in charge of matching Eternal Baby Angels with Foster Angel Guardians
And Aysche wants you rember how much she loves you , and you will see her again and there will be a great reunion.
One Fine Day