Dear "you"

Quit treating me like Im a criminal...I would be more inclined to believe your bs if 99.9% weren't complete lies. I'm more than willing to admit my mistakes and get help for what I need but I refuse to stand by and let you belittle me and call me something I am not.

If I didn't care, like you say, I wouldn't be jumping through the hoops.
I'd tell you to piss off but that would only fuel your fire.

No one deserves to be treated this way. If you wanted people to get help you would make help a lot more of an appealing and pleasant prospect instead of a drama fest. You say Im a horible person...I'd like to think I am not but the longer I deal with your crap the more it seems like I am a bad person. Maybe one day I can look in the mirror and not compare myself to the lowest scum of the earth.

~me