Dear Self,

You just cut your thumb wide open because you're STUPID.

Way to go.

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Dear Dan,

I don't even know what to say. you found out that Sarah and I are sort of friends now. I didn't expect you to get that mad. You told me you liked it better when I hated her... that you felt betrayed... and when I told you I valued our friendship more than the friendship between her and I... you blew me off. You said, "Whatever. I'm going to bed."

I am so so sorry. I didn't see it turning out this way. I though making things better with Sarah would create less tension, and it did exactly the opposite. I cried the whole way home because I know how much I upset you and I feel like the scum of the earth for the way I hurt you tonight. You have no idea how much you mean to me. You've taught me so much in the time we've been friends. Please don't throw it away over a stupid girl.

I LOVE you, Dan. Please don't let me go.

Love,
Megs