What a great picture - your son was a very cute little boy! I am sorry you are and have been having a difficult time with him. It is so hard seeing your children make choices that are not good ones. I have been looking through old pictures too - I miss my little boy terribly too. Having my grandson, Dominic - 2 1/2 years of age - living with us brings a lot of those memories alive. Very bittersweet to see some of Rob in Christy's son. If you want or need to talk, pm me. Hopefully as he grows up, he will realize how lucky he is to have a mom like you!