Aw, what a precious photo and what a precious relationship that you have w/your son regardless of the circumstances. He's getting the help and counseling he needs and that will hopefully put him back on the straight and narrow. My son is 41 and when he leaves to go back to CA, I cry for a couple of days, so I can relate to your missing your son when he leaves. No matter how old they are, they're our babies. (((HUGS))) to you. I'll need some hugs in a week when my son goes back.