Sassy

[Alysser]

I really didn't want to re-surface this but I can't help it. The pain just came back briefly. I was just reading through the thread announcing your death like 5 mins ago and I felt really bad because you had no clue, pup. Sometimes I can be anywhere and just think about that day, and the look you gave me in the car. It hurt so so much This isn't really the thing I wanted to post, I wanted to say your birthday is coming up, in exactly 10 days. You would have been 11. That's all, 11? It wasn't fair that this happened to you, you died WAY to young. I don't know why I'm getting all this out now, but I also wanted to thank the piece of Crap vet for NOTHING. First off, he didn't even say "I'm sorry" or anythign along those lines. He gave me a weird look when I left the room to go to the car. I can't believe how rude he was to you. All he had to say was "Her skin and teeth are terrible" and some other s*** I didn't even listen to. SO she had a few skin problems, she had allergies to alot of thngs. You don't say stuff like that to someone who's about to put their dog to sleep, ahole. I was really contemplating on sending him an e-mail after that day but decided not to. I don't know what prevented me from doing this, I'm usually so aggressive with rude A-holes.

Whatever, I didn't mean to bring venom like that into this thread, I just keep thinking about it all the time now that her birthday is getting closer. Maybe I'm still in denial..I don't know. I just feel I don't have anyone to talk to about it in my family because we all get upset over it when it's brought up. I'll make you one last birthday thread, I promise

Enjoy the holidays up there, Sas, even though you should still be down here.

[chocolatepuppy]

Alyssa, it hurts for a long, long time. This first Christmas will be hard for you. I miss seeing your Sassy. Cherish your sweet memories of her. {hugs}

[Alysser]

Hey, Sassy. Today was Christmas, and to be honest I didn't think of you too much, but tommorrow well..it will be your 11th birthday or should I say would have been. You're missed more then you'll ever know wuppy! I think I'm gonna make you a birthday thread, one last time tonight.

Love
mommy

[Alysser]

It's been a whole year today since my little puppy was put to sleep. I don't even have words, Sassy. All I can say is I love you and I know now that you're having fun at the bridge with all your new friends and all the treats you could EVER want. Rest in peace, and I cannot believe it's been a year. You're still missed.

[cloverfdx]

*hugs* Alyssa. Rest easy Sassy, you will be forever loved by your humans.

[*LabLoverKEB*]

(((((HUGS))))) To you Alyssa!!