Richard, I'm so sorry for your loss. I believe you were very close to your mom, and you and Ed will miss all the little trips to her house.

Try to think of the good times you had together, and also know that your mom doesn't suffer where she is now. I hope you and your family will be able to sort things out in peace.

Richard, it helps to talk about what has happened, so I hope you have some close friends who are right there for you. You are welcome to PM me too.

Take care!