Believe me Mary when I say that even 3 months from now, it will still feel raw to you. {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}} All of us who have lost a beloved pet, know exactly what you are going through and let me tell you, that it is all normal.
It does get easier as time goes on. I lost my Katie girl, 3 years ago and I still well up with tears when I think of her. She was my special girl and soul kitty.

Your Puddy is one beautiful girl that's for sure. You sure have wonderful memories of your sweet girl with those pictures.