Oh my, I sure wasn't expecting to read this so soon. What a sweet face Rutherford had and I'm sure the personality to go w/it. Nothing I say is going to take the pain away; this isn't your first time experiencing this, Jen, so you know that prayers are w/you and in time, you'll feel better. RIP, sweet Rutherford and look for my Puddy. She's fierce and she'll help you to get settled until you meet your mom Jen one day.