HI Donna !! Sorry to hear about you feeling lonely . It is quite normal to feel that way ; it takes a while to feel at home in another place . Going back for a visit will load up the batteries , so enjoy it as much as possible !
Once you are back , try to find another job that is better suited for you ; no need to hurry , this is the best . Take yout time for it , and in the meanwhile , enjoy your new neighbourhood , your cats , .. ; and vent as much as you need !! We are all ready here to help you !! You may always pm me or e-mail ; I am a blabbermouth and a good listener So , good luck Donna !!!