Poor Puddy and poor Mom. Everyday I check in to see how everything is going - I sure wish it was better. Maybe the new meds will kick in and you'll see some improvement - Lord knows you've given her your all. I know how helpless you feel, but you really have to take care of yourself! Sometimes it's easier if our furkids make the decision so we don't have to. I've been thru both scenerios, and even tho neither is "easy", we don't have those self-doubts and what-ifs, since it was taken out of our hands. Whatever happens I'm sure that Puddy knows she has the best Mom a kitty could possibly wish for. Please know that I - along with so many other here - have you and Puddy in my prayers everyday.