Thanks everyone, for your kind words. It's another day and I'm still numb. I guess he just couldn't see through his despair to realize that we are given a new day, every day. What really gets to me is that he "euthanized" himself. When we had to put our little Sweetpea down last year, he was so wonderful and caring. I just hope he is finally at peace. On a more positive note, I won't be talking to you guys for a week, as we're off for the cruise this Monday! Take care of yourselves and furbabies.