Gosh, I feel like I'm divorcing someone whom I still love.... I cried when the boss called me yesterday and said, "Kim, you're giving me a heart attack!" (I cried after the conversation, not during, though the tears were welling up pretty bad ) The boss is coming down from Scranton this morning just to talk to me. He's taking a 2 hour drive both ways on a gorgeous golf day to see me?!?!

I don't know what to do. I do LOVE my current job. I do know I HATE doing the stuff the new position would require of me. I absolutely dread the idea of having to go back to doing the specification and pricing in the new job. Dread it. I dread the re-do of the same project a 100 times over because the stupid sales person didn't get the info from the customer right in the first place.

I guess I'll see what the boss has to say to me this afternoon. I have a screaming headache from all of this.

Oh and Jen, as for hubby's job.... he's hanging onto it by a thread. He;s been told that the people who count have his name on a hit list. The only way he still has a job is the fact that he's still out on disability due to the stress and blood pressure. He's out for another 6 weeks as of the doctor signing off on it yesterday. As soon as he steps one foot back into the building, he'll be handed that pink slip. He has a major case for harassment and such.