Quote Originally Posted by Medusa View Post
Please keep up the prayers for my Puddy girl. I've got to get my heart and head congruent before I make the ultimate decision concerning her. I walk a fine line here between wanting to improve her quality of life and simply wanting to keep her alive for my own selfish reasons. I've cried so much these past couple of days that I've given myself a screaming sinus headache and my face looks as though someone punched me. I'm going to keep trying w/Puddy until I run out of options or until I see that she no longer wants to be here.
You have taken such good care of Puddy, the best that is available and I can only imagine how hard this has been on you. I really do think that you will know 'when' it's time. You love her so much and if it were time, you'd know. Just follow your heart. This new treatment sounds promising and maybe it will help her turn a corner. I guess one day at a time is the only way to approach this.
Prayers going out to you and hoping that you will be kind to yourself and rest in the thought that you are trying so hard to 'listen' to Puddy and it's the best that anyone can do.
Prayers going out to sweet Puddy that she will be able to recover from what is happening and be the girl that you know so well.