Well it has now been just over six months since you left for the Bridge Jack. It almost seems as if time has stood still yet six months seems like a long time.
You are the last thing I think about before I go to sleep, and the first thing I think about when I wake up in the morning.
I still ache for you, I sleep with your blanket under my pillow and hold onto it when I want to feel close to you. I know you're watching over me, I hope I am making you proud by being strong and carrying on every day without you beside me.
I miss your little meows, I miss burying my face in your fur, hearing you purring, feeling you cuddle into me and give me kisses, I miss being close to you, knowing that you loved me as much as I loved you. Completely, utterly and unconditionally.
You were the love of my life, my one true love and soulmate and I will never have a complete heart until we meet again. I feel the pain of a broken heart constantly, it is something I've learnt to live with, no matter how painful it is.
I have got used to the pain, but I don't think I'll ever get used to being without you.
I just want you to know that I am thinking of you always, and I love and miss you more than I could ever put into words...

I love you Jack..

Love Mummy xxxxxxx