Thinking that it's 5am, and I've been up all night and haven't been able to sleep one wink.

Was thinking about how much I actually like my part time job, and I look forward to going there, but do not feel the same way about my full time job/career, and how depressing that is. Wondering exactly why I feel that way, and if it's just my mood in a downward spiral again, which I can't afford (literally), or if it's just a passing thing.

The school year just started, and I'm already feeling overwhelmed and not wanting to go to work. Not good. I remember loving to go to work/school, and loving to see all the kids. Now I just hate where I'm at(NOT the kids... don't read it that way), don't feel a bond at all with the teachers there, and wish I had not moved to a different school 3 years ago.