I am so so sorry to hear about Samantha's passing over to the bridge. I know how you feel, I know the pain, and the ice cold numbness you are feeling, there are many here who understand. It is now 5 months since my Jack went to the bridge, I know oh I really know.
I am sending my best thoughts and wishes to you at this time. Samantha was an inspiration on PT and I always loved her pictures. My deepest sympathies to you and your family whilst you're going through this terrible time.

Kate xx