[Dear You. . .]

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 08-13-2008, 12:12 AM

Dear Dan,

I like you. I'm sorry you can't see that and accept me for who I am. I still like you, but you don't like me in the same way. I'm done trying. I'm here if you want me, but I'm not waiting forever.

Your favorite head-scratcher,
Meg

**buckner** · 08-13-2008, 09:26 PM

Dear Matthew,

I'm not sure where things stand right now.. I'm probably more lost than anyone right now.

But because I don't have the nerve to talk to you right now, I'll just type my "talk" with you.

The last month or two has been so weird between the two of us. You say I've become a lot meaner, but I've noticed it's only to you. I don't know why this is... because I love you so much. You're so important to me, and I only want to see you happy.

The other day, you got mad because I wanted to come home. I wanted a night away from you, away from everyone. I just wanted ME time. Then, that night, you got even MORE mad when I said I was staying the night at my house, and not with you. You had so much of a cow, you cussed me out, and said it was over. I asked you not to act crazy, but really, it opened my eyes.

I don't need to be with someone forever who treats me like that. You yell, and curse, and treat me like crap when you don't get your way. You make me feel guilty for wanting things for myself. You exhaust me, mentally, physically, and emotionally, when I can't take care of myself, because I'm too busy taking care of YOU.

You're 23 years old, and you lack so much motivation. Have some aspirations, have some desire, have some gumption. DO SOMETHING. Get off your butt, and do something. Treat yourself right, and that'll lead to treating other people right.

But, it hasn't always been like this. I swear, I haven't always felt like this. We use to be good to eachother, and for eachother. We use to be an INCREDIBLE duo. Something happen, something changed. I talked to Samantha about it all, and she said that maybe it's just because we were meant to be for a year, but not forever. And I agree.

I was SO lost when I first met you. Greg destroyed me in unimaginable ways. He took so much away from me, but you helped me find myself again. You gave me reason. And you, you were in a mess. You were cleaning your act up, you were off drugs, and you were turning your life around. I was your reason, as well.

Now, we're stronger people. We've been together, we've loved, we've laughed, we've cried... together. We've been one, we've helped eachother. But maybe it's time for us to move on. Really, I'll ALWAYS love you. I'll always have a special place in my heart for you. I'd never forget you. And I want to remain in contact with you, forever and always.

But for now, you've got to make the first move. Talk to me, call, text, whatever. I can't be the first move again.

I love you, Matthew.

Sara

**buckner** · 08-15-2008, 09:37 PM

Dear Matthew,

I think it is going to work out.
If we stick to what we said we would do, I think it will.

At least, I hope.

ihope.ihope.ihope.ihope.ihope.

love,
Sara

**jazzcat** · 08-15-2008, 10:46 PM

Not so dear sister in law,
For your information my dislike for you started long before the casket flowers!

Also, you should probably know that anything you tell the florist will get back to me since she's my friend.

One last thing, it will be a cold day in h*ll before I let you "care" for my father.

It's a shame lobotomies aren't still available.

_______

Well now, I feel much better!

**DJFyrewolf36** · 08-16-2008, 12:40 AM

Dear Oregon insect population

,

I HATE you, I really do. I seem to be alergic to the bites/stings of every single one of you. I can't go outside without being victimized. I try repellant and you resist. You even follow me into my HOUSE! You harass my cats and infest anything I leave sitting out for more than five minutes.
Now you've made me miss work and I can't see out of one eye. Are you friggen happy now?
It's hot enough to kill bugs outside...yet there only seems to be MORE of you.
Why don't you just DIE! You are the only thing that makes living here miserable.

Disrespectfully,
Longing for just one night of tempatures below freezing

**jazzcat** · 08-16-2008, 12:21 PM

Dear auto repair shop who put the wrong oil filter on my Dad's car which caused it to fall off and all the oil leak out while driving and may have ruined the engine,

Bite me!!!

From the bottom of my heart,
Lori

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I'm loving this thread!

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 08-16-2008, 01:23 PM

Dear Avenged Sevenfold CD,

I LOVE YOU!

Love,
Satisfied Customer

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Dear Butch,

I haven't heard from you pretty much since you left... please let me know you're okay.

Love,
Megan

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Dear Jon,

So we had a pretty deep conversation last night. You wouldn't tell me what was going on between you and Kate... and then you confessed you liked me, but I wouldn't be good for you. You told me you had to be cautious around me because you were afraid I was going to read too far into things... Excuse me? I STAYED AT YOUR HOUSE and we SLEPT in the SAME BED and you had your ARM AROUND ME the WHOLE TIME... forgive me for thinking it was more.

So fine, I said I knew better than that now, and I knew you didn't like me, so walking on eggshells around me wasn't necessary. But then you said the dreaded words... "But that's what makes it complicated... I DO like you, it's just I know I'm not good for you."

Yeah, you're a cheater, liar, player... I like you as a person, but you FAIL at relationships.

Let's be friends. We both know we can't date. But please quit walking on eggshells around me. I'm not a baby.

Trying,
Meg

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**shais_mom** · 09-13-2008, 08:22 PM

Dear Bestest Friend oh so far away.
I love you and miss you so much. I am so sorry I can't be close to you right now while you are going thru this trying time. D@mn the miles.
I thank God for you and am so glad you came into my life thru this site.
You Rock.
Love
Me.

**shais_mom** · 09-13-2008, 08:26 PM

Dear Shaianne,
was it really 7 years ago today that you left me so suddenly??
You were my first "baby girl". There is a part of me that will always love and miss you. As much as I love Keegan and the kitties, it is different. My heart is big enough for all of you. My heart will be broken again, and your memory will help me get thru it. you made me the person I am today. I just wish people here could have met you, you would have loved them and they you. I would have loved for you to go to the dog park and watch you run where you were supposed to run. Poetry in motion.
Say hello to Grandma for me, I know she is with you today.
Love,
Mom

**ILoveMyAbbyGirl** · 09-13-2008, 08:43 PM

Dear self,
Pleeeeeease stop. Breathe, calm down, relax.

You need to stopppp having panic attacks.
Okay, so you thought you saw Jay today... but you didn't. You had a panic attack anyway.

You don't live a normal life anymore. Every time you see someone that looks like him, your heart immediately goes into overdrive and you panic. You see a car that looks like his, a dog that looks like his... this needs to stop. You need to start living again... not living in fear.

You don't go a day without this fear. You don't WANT to see him. You WANTED him to rot in prison, but he's not, so you now live your life walking on eggshells.

Maybe. Maybe someday it will go away.

Wishfully,
You